ARRRGGGG!!

Why can't I sleep longer than 2-hrs at night!!! Well to be fair this..this time my mom kept coming in and waking me up asking me questions and stuff!! Then one time she left and forgot to turn off the light!! I'm sorry we didn't get a chance to play magic together today. I will try to figure out what's wrong today! Man my leg is so sore from the work out...I should of stretch afterward...I was soooooooo tired afterward I didnt' wanna do anything extra and now I have to pay for it!! Why is it that I have 14 post and you only have 3?? j/k...I'm sure it's about quality and not quantity right??

Okay so I found this out about the pill I'm taking!!

Some studies show that melatonin supplements worsened symptoms of depression. For this reason, people with depression should consult their doctor before using melatonin supplements

Since I really think I have depression...this is not good..On the bright side...it also said that it is a powerful anti-oxidant!!

So some interesting thing I read on yahoo lol.....


It tells you how much to tip at beauty places like a nail salon or hair cut place...

• Twenty percent is a good rule of thumb for the person who performed the service. Throw in a little extra for more labor-intensive or truly spectacular treatments.
• The owner of a salon should never be tipped.

I did not know that about the owner! lol....


Baby I really do want to get you something for valentine day but as you know I do not have money =(...hopefully I can find something in Vietnam when mt dad goes give me some money...lol...sorry...so I hope you understand baby. I'm also sorry we don't get to spend it together this year! I will try my best to make us last and make it up to you next year!!! Muah!!

ahhhhh i have to pee but it's too cold to get up! lol .....what should I do???

I hope you have a good time at school and try not to fall asleep. Hope your nose get better baby!! Muah!!! As always I can't wait to hear your awesome voice!!

So I'm up again...suprise???

=( =( =( triple sad face!!!

I woke up at like 3am!!! Only slept for like 3hrs? Why?? Buddha?? Why must you do that to me?? All I want is to sleep at a normal time!! Well and to be with my baby Shion!! I miss you!! I got so bored I actually wash my face lol...yes I should do it more often! I even apply like a face mask!! My skin is really dry and I don't like it!! I know you read this in the morning so I hope you had a good sleep! You didn't sound too thrill last night for some reason so I hope you feel better!! I just took another pill so I hope to go back to bed soonish. My sister was like why don't I just stay up all day and try to sleep at 9pm...I was thinking I could try that but I would be so grouchy and I know you can't handle that lol. Like you said, when I'm mean you just want to run away right?
Here's a pix I took while you were concentrating to do the sudoku puzzle and I was just goofing around. Sorry baby =(..please still love me!!




What am I suppose to do morrow while you're at work?? I could just play magic against myself again...but then I will know what the other me have!! I know you hate driving all the way to 82th but I would gladly talk to the phone with you!!! =) That is you want too of course...Oh and did I tell you I'm so happy we are together today? Cuz I hope you know I am not taking us for granted!! We are amazing together and I won't forget that!!! K will hope to talk to you when I wake up!! Oh yea and be productive and do your hw instead of watching Japanese TV show all day!! Muah


Missing My Boyfriend!!

You're having fun without me again!!

Hey baby!! You're at the booster draft and I'm just here on my laptop. Quit having so much fun without me!! I'm jealous you got the vampire nocturnus cards!! I just ate dinner ...well...for some people it's called dinner...but it's my first meal of the day so it's breakfast for me...lol...I'm going to dye my hair soon...oh and ty for not sounding so happy that people think I'm pretty okay in magic!!! Ty baby for being so supportive!! (sarcasm if you can't tell) Gosh why is working out sooo hard...lol....I always just stop after a couple of days....I can't even last a week...=(...it's not like I'm tired ..(well except for that Power 90x...omg that really kicked my ass)...I just get bored.maybe I should get some new workout...oh yea I just found another workout I haven't tried before and it's by the same lady that I liked...oh and I also found a new workout I haven't tried by this gay black guy...I'm kinda excited...I might even try it out tonight!! Oh and you just told me you just got DoJ!! Seems like you had an amazing time there!! Good for you!!! =) Gosh I'm dling too much crap my laptop is slowing down lol...I can almost hear the hard drive working!!!

Here's a stupid jokes for ya

How are men and parking spots alike?
The good ones are always taken and the ones that are left are handicapped.

hahaha I know right??? Okay time to get my lazy ass off and dye my hair!! Muah miss you a lot...Can't wait to talk to you soon!! =)

Morning!!

Well morning for you any ways!!! I have not slept yet =(. Sadly I'm wide awake. I tried to work out to make me tired so I could go to bed...however I guess that didn't really work out. I watched like 2 movies..Planet 51 and The Princess and the Frog..both were okay....I was disappointed for sure. It's so cold here...I wish you were here to keep me warm. I'm almost done packing! Well at least I took out all the clothes that I want to bring with me. Probably more than I need so later today I have to decide what I should keep back. I miss you so much baby. My nose is cold and I don't like it!! Please kiss it and warm it up for me!!! Okay time to wrap myself in my blanket!!! Hope you have a good morning!! Think of me!! =)

Hey baby

I had fun playing magic with you!! I feel even more nerdy doing it over webcam lol...and the moon was kinda not bad...and yes if you didn't really get it..it's probably cux you feel asleep dork..here are the picture to prove it!!

BEFORE



AFTER




See the difference????? Dork!!! I got you on screen shot!! Muah!! It's okay I know it's late for you! Sorry I let you go like that...I'm not feeling so great. I'm just tired of feeling down all the time. Sorry this post is so short, I'll write more tomorrow when I wake up. Muah! Muah! Muah! Hope you have a good sweet. Kick ass in magic tomorrow for me!!! =)

I see you sleeping!!

Muah!!! I'm soooo happy I get to see your face on webcam today!! I miss you soo much!! I wish we could touch each other but this is better than nuthing right?
I don't want it to be cold tomorrow....=(...hahaha it's was so funny how you would risk your life to go to Mcdonald!! It took a lot of effort to scrap the ice off your car in the freezing cold!! That's my baby!! I enjoyed just watching you sleep lol...creeper I know...I can't help it! I'm so into you. I hope you have a good day tomorrow at school in art class and remember....no sleeping or stareing at you know who!!! You're mine!!! Gosh I need to buy a new webcam...mine is all broken and stuff...you should see how ghetto it is...lol...I had to tape it to my laptop....so gay...ohhh I kind of excited to go to Vietnam...I just want to get out of here for a while..and I want to see my relatives...I wanna see my ghetto straw hut I grew up in, which is in the back of my grandma's house. My grandma said there was this next door neighbor girl who's my age and I used to play with her when I was 2-3. I don't remember anything about it, but I want to see her lol...is that wierd...maybe I'm a little desprate for friends...idk...oh and she said out of her 11 grandchildren, there are only 2 boys. IDK why but that made me a little worry about myself...lol...I know it had nuthing to do with me..but I don't want all girls or boys...I want a mixture...and I would be sad if I don't get that. lol yes I know I'm getting a little head of myself about kids...wouldn't want you to run away know do I? I hope you're serious about being with me long term because I am about you. Oh yea so I google your name and it is a girl's name!! I found Shion from the Naruto series. It said that she's a priestess from the Land of the Demons. Then there is Shion from the Xenosaga series. No wonder why you're so girly...it's like a self profiling prophecy. J/J baby...you know I love you =) Well I hope you have a good sleep! Muah

I misssss youuu

So I've been playing scrabble alone on my iphone...lol...loser I know...the AI is too good for me....=(..it kicked my ass like there's no tomorrow. It knows sooooooo many words I never even heard of!!! =(....Gosh I miss you so damn much!!! I hope you don't get bored reading my post. Didn't really seem like you care all that much to be honest. However I said I would write to you everyday until I come back from Vietnam so I will do that. Hahahah I can't stop listening to that Firefies/vampire song...yes I know you think it's gay...however I think it's amazing....lol...maybe I'm just wierd i know...It's 5:30am...I hope you're going to get up soon and get started on your hw if you havn't already. I've been up all night again....=(..Hey I really enjoyed playing games with you today babe. I didn't enjoyed you kicking my ass but it was fun!! Ty!! I hope you have a good day at school!! Muah

Sup bro!!!

Hey sexy bitch! :-) I'm typing this on my iPhone so don't expect it too be long! Lol...I just don't have a computer atm and I realy didn't wanna wait to type this to you. I miss you so much already..it's just not the same here without you. Hearing that you feels the same way about me ealier makes me really happy. I'm just sitting in my room alone typing lol...yea I know what else is new. I wanna call u back but I just didn't wanna be a distraction because I know u need to catch up on sleep and homework. Didn't wanna seem like I'm so needy. The truth is that we both know that I am!! So thanks for putting up with me!! You really are amazing. Sorry I've doubt you in the past. Arrgg Im hungry but Im also a little lazy to get food lol. All I wanna go is to talk to you all day...is that bad? Maybe I've become a little bit too much into you. I hope u can take it cux I don't wanna stop!!

My bf is the best!!

That's right!! You heard me!! You are the best!!! Man can't believe I can't even sleep until 3am!! It's 1:30am and I'm fully awake!! =( I hate it!! Looking at you...soundly asleep makes me jealous!!! We are meant to be I just know it!! If not we better make that happen!! Shion I know in the morning I'm kinda mean, like very mean most of the time and it seems like I hate it when you won't let me go and demand to follow me to the bathroom. Just so you know deep down inside thou I kinda like that. Sure I would prefer to do it alone, but you doing that makes me feel like you just want to be with me all the time no matter where I go. It makes me feel happy inside. So I'm sorry for always being rude about that. Finally you can get rid of me in about a couple of hours!!! Hahaha I know deep down you're excited a little bit even thou you won't admit it!!






Yea don't ask...I just thought they were kind of funny if you have not seem them before!! Okay flan time!!! Muah!! I get to wake you up in an hr to spend time with me!!

Um so Im stilllllllllll here!!

lol.....sigh....why do I do this to myself!!! On one hand I'm happy I get to spend another night with you!! On the other hand I feel bad for everyone involved. I think it's so funny how you were expecting a letter from me!! Muah!! Muah!! Good thing I've been writing on this blog huh? Sorry I kept you up late every night when I know you have homework to do babe. I'm trying to stay awake right now because I want to sleep earlier tonight. I hate staying up late by myself. I feel so alone at night. When I'm alone for a long while you know how I get. =(...okay sorry I'll try to keep this post happy!! Except I'm running out of things to say...lol...ummm you're sexy does that count?? Damn it I watched all the videos what am I suppose to do now while you're sleep..you're up...gtg!! muah muah

Shion!!! Muah!!

You are off at school right now doing your homework and I still have not sleep yet. =( I did found this video on youtube. Watch it and let me know if you think it's fake or not. I think it's creepy and kind of funny at the same time.



Did I mention I miss you babe? Cuz I soooooooo do!! Muah xs 100000000000000!! Yes I know that's cheating..but my fingers are tired lol...okay for real Imma put this computer away and head to bed!! Muah!! Can't wait to see you!!!

Hey My Sexy Bitch!!

So tonight is the last night I'm going to be spending with you for a long while. I will miss you so much! Again I don't know about you but I'm still surprise that I'm not tired of you at all!! In fact I love hanging out with you all day long!! I'm sure sometimes you want your alone time to watch your Japanese TV shows and other stuff but thanks for spending all your time with me!! You are the best!! Muah!! Tomorrow I'm won't be much of a distraction anymore. You can clean your room, work out, spent less money, more time with your friends, more time to study and do homework...the list go on...however you better miss me a hell lot!!! I'm pretty much finish with all the videos that girl from youtube posted...lol...what do I do now? I wanna go to sleep!! It's 6am!!! Well I guess the good new is...there won't be that much of a jet-lag for me in Vietnam cux I'll be up when they are and sleep when they sleep! Okay your alarm clock just went off and here I am still awake! =(...at least I get to say good morning to you and kiss you!! =) =) double happy face!!

Okay so this is my attempt at trying to find you an engineering joke...granted I don't really understand most of it.

"Q: What is the difference between Mechanical Engineers and Civil Engineers ?
A: Mechanical Engineers build weapons, Civil Engineers build targets."


Yea so if you get it let me know cux I don't lol...=( ...ahhhh did I mention I'm going to miss my boyfriend sooooooooooo damn much?? Who's going to scratch my back now!!! Who's going to play are you smarter than a 5th grader with me?? Who's going to pretend and like my crappy food!!! Who's going to take me and buy McDonald's ice-cream cone?? And most of all....who am I going to play Magic with??!!!??

Muah!!!! I loveeeee youuuu!!!

Hey baby!!

Sorry about the food I tried to cook yesterday. Gosh I'm so horrible at cooking...thanks for pretending to like it and eat it..you are the best. Even thou we both know it tasted like crap. I have to show you when you're in Houston next time how real fried rice cake suppose to taste like!! So and sorry about wasting all your soy sauce. =( ...I had fun with you playing monopoly and scrabble and jenga and Call of Duty...I'm really going to miss this when I have to leave to Houston soon. Muah!! Okay Imma actually try to head to bed a little early today!!. Miss you a lot as always even thou you are sleeping beside me!!

6:30AM

Hey baby guess what! I'm up again and it's 6:30am and you're right next to me. I wish I could sleep that easy like you. I had a fun day with you today despite the fact that we slept the day away. The park was fun even thou it was really windy and dusty. Scrabble and Jenga were also so much fun. It's because I was doing it with you. Oh and I can't forget the amazing food you made me. Thank you my sweetheart! I'm going to miss you tomorrow when you are working. It's okay maybe I can catch up on sleep then.
I kind of felt bad because it felt like I'm distracting you from your studies. For that I'm sorry..maybe it's cux I want all your attention!!! Muah Muah Muah!!! Okay time to browse the internet for a bit then try and head to bed! Miss you much...=)

It's 6am and I can't sleep

Hey Baby I thought I start a blog now so there's something for you to read when you miss me while I'm in Vietnam. Plus if you can't tell from my title I can't sleep. Hopefully I can find internet there so I can continue to write to you everyday. So please check back or else I will just be typing to myself. Let me start off by saying you have been so wonderful to me. At first I was scare to give us a chance because maybe I judge you too quickly without getting to know more about you. Yes I know I have so many faults of my own and for that fact I shouldn't be able to judge others, but I believe it's just human nature to judge. You are sleeping next to me right now...snoring.. with your mouth open....as always...=) ..but it's okay because I love you. I'm glad I got to spent all this time with you for the past several months . I cherish every moment of it. Yes even the bad one. I know you said when I'm mad you just want to run away, but honestly even when I'm mad (most of the time) deep down I want you by my side still. I really do believe we can make this relationship work. Yes I know it will take hard work being so far away from each other. However if we just be honest and trust one another we can overcome anything
life throw at us. I am going to be faithful to you Shion. So please believe in me, believe in us. If I tell the younger me couple of months ago that I'm going to be in a relationship with you doing the whole long distance thing and really trying to make it work, I know she would of laugh in my face. My point is I guess I learned anything is possible. Life brings you many surprises. Some are good, some not go great...however you being in my life feels like I just won a million dollar. Yes I know I'm just going on and on about nothing, so if you get bored I'm sorry...I just write what comes to mind..however if you love me...you will just have to read everything!!! I will quiz you!!!! lol...J/K...sometimes maybe I will throw in some jokes to keep you entertain!!

My attempt at finding a decent joke at 6am!

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A Hundred Bucks Each

A guy goes over to his friend's house, rings the bell, and the wife answers.

"Hi, is Hank home?" he asks.

"No, I'm sorry, he's out running some errands," she replies.

"Would you mind if I wait?" he asks.

"No, that would be fine. Come on in," she says.

They go into the kitchen, sit down, and the guy says, "You know, Laura, you have the most beautiful breasts I've ever seen. I'll give you a hundred bucks if I could just see one."

Laura thinks about it for a second and figures what the heck. She opens her robe and lets him see one. He promptly thanks her and throws a hundred bucks on the table.

They sit a while longer and Ben says, "They really are so beautiful. I just have to see both of them. I'll give you another hundred bucks if I could just see both of them together."

Laura thinks about it and figures what the heck. She opens her robe and gives Ben a nice long look. He thanks her, throws another hundred bucks on the table and says, "I really can't wait any longer. Please tell Hank I stopped by," and leaves.

A short while later, Hank arrives home and Laura greets him at the door. "Your friend Ben stopped by to see you," she says.

Hanks thinks for a moment and asks, "Did he happen to drop off the two hundred bucks he owes me?"

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Okay just letting you know even thou you're next to me right now...I miss you lots!! Muah!! I wish I could give you a kiss right now but I don't want to wake you up...=(...Well I should try and go to bed...and write more when I get up!! Muah Muah Muah Muah Muah!!!! We are amazing together!!!! =)