Sunday, February 28, 2010

Back from the monutain!!

Hey you!!!
I miss you sooooooo much!!! I came on to see if you're on but you're not! =(...The mountain climbing was soooooo much fun!!! I wish I could do it every year!! We climbed for 1hr up to the temple...well that part was really easy...it was all stairs..and along the way it was full of people selling stuff on the side...there was so many people just camping and spending the night at the temple. Me and my cousin Lan, we went past the temple and wanted to go to the very top of the montain..they told us it would take about 5hrs from where we were at..however the rest of the way are all rock climbing and no stair...but we wanted to try anyways. We went for another 3hrs up...by that time it was like 3am in the morning..lol..then it started raining..we found shelter under this area and hid there for a while. We wanted to continue but it was muddy and wet and so cold..so we had to come back down...=(...I didn't know it would be that way or else I would of dress accordingly and bring flashlights and stuff..cux it was really hard to see..and I was wearing a sleeveless shirt and sandal...I really wanted to reach the top..it was sooooo tiring but so much fun at the same time...me and you are going back in 10 years and this time we are going to reach the top!! lol...gosh moutain climbing was the most fun I had in a long time...after we got back we just all went karaoke...lol..I suck...well to be fair all the English songs that they had were from the 90s and below..I hardly know them..oh yea so my uncle were drunk all day yesterday...me and my aunt came to the city where the temple first..which was 2hrs away ...and my uncle and the rest of the family came like 5hrs later...anywayss..so my uncle just told me when we just came home..he saw that I put my money in the drawer and didn't want it to get lose...and so he took it out and place it somewhere and now he can't remember where......can you believe that??? It's like 400 dollars in there..if he lose my money..I'm going to be so pissed because I am out of money and I was going to tell my aunt to exchange some for me...he said he will try and find it tomorrow..why can't he just leave it in the drawer where it was ...

I wish you would come on so I could talk to you!! I miss you!!!

Friday, February 26, 2010

Evening my bf!!

Hey you!! It's 6am and I just finish packing for my trip to the temple that's up the mountain. I am so sleepy because somebody kept me up last night!!! J/J it was worth it!! It's a 3hrs car ride so I can sleep on the car!! I hope you have a good work day and make money to save up for my ring!! A dollar a day is just not good enough baby!! Oh why oh why are you so far away from me? I heard it's gonna be cold there tonight because you know it's up a mountain and all...for some reason I'm kinda excited...forgot what cold weather feels like lol...however I'm kinda glad I don't have to experience Lubbock cold weather...is it still freezing cold outside baby? I'm excited about Sea World! Have not been to there for a couple of years!! Maybe if we have time we can go to schlitterbahn the one in Galveston! Yes it's not that big and it's not that exciting..but it's something to do together! =) I still think it could be fun! It's all indoors so we don't have to worry about the sun! lol....okay baby I have to get going!! Muah I miss you baby!! I can't wait to see you!!!

Back from the country side...again...

Hey baby!!!
I'm so tired!!!! First we visit my aunt's friends place. We took a ship to another city and hung out there for a while. Then we spent the night and the next day we went to the temple. It was full of Durian lol...you would not like it...the head monk offer us sooooo much of it and other fruits...I brought home a whole trunk full of fruits!! It was amazing!!! Then we went and visit my grandfather's sister on my dad side. She was actually really nice! She wanted me to spent the night lol...I was like ummmmm I have to climb mountain tomorrow!!! Lucky I got out of that one...She's like there is air condition!! Gosh I would of cried if I could not get out of that one...

Oh yea at the temple the head monk saw my iphone and I was amaze he knew what it was...he was like ohhh it's the iphone!! He even ask how many gig and stuff...and I showed him that you can zoom in and out of pictures . He was amaze and wanted one lol...Then he see my fortune..she said that I will be rich later on in life and that when I'm married me or my husband will win the lottery. He also said my husband will spoil me lol...and that I pick on my husband all the time. Also that my husband is stingy about money...does that sound like you? lol
He also said that this year is a bad year for me..like something bad is going to happen and that I should be prepared..=( So if something bad happen I hope you will be there for me...yes I know fortune is just for fun but hey winning the lottery..lol..I wish it comes true!!!

I hope you finish your paper in time baby...I miss you a lot!!! I have to climb mountain tomorrow and won't come back til the next day so I will not be on much...I'm sorry...the good news is I can to see you soonish!! Time is getting closer and closer!! =) Muah Muah muah!!

I love you !!! Bye

Thursday, February 25, 2010

So I'm back from the photo session!!!

Hello baby I don't have much time but I wanted to give you an update!! It was so long...lol...like 4hrs long...I was dieing at the end...the guy who did my makeup..He made me seem older..maybe it won't be so bad in photos...then the lady who took my pictures...she tried to make me do poses that are freaking impossible......I have to bend here and bend other part of body there....it's unnatural!!! Then she would tell me to bend my neck this way and that...but it hurts lol...like that's just not normal...so idk how it would turn out...lol...I can't do the different type of looks she wants me to do...all I know is to not smile and smile lol...oh well...anyways I hope you have a good sleep cux I miss you so damn much!!! I have to go to the country side and come back tomorrow...so hopefully I can see you on!! Muah!!! So this is the last hairstyle they did so I thought I take some pictures while I wait for my slowwwwwwwww aunt to get ready!!! And plus I know you miss me so there's so pictures of me lol...maybe I should of turned on the light so it would be brighter...okay baby have a good day since I won't be able to talk to you!!! Love you Love you Love you










Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Hellooooooo

Hey lover! I hope you did well on your test!!! If not someone deserve a spanking!!! It's one of us and that person is not me!!! All I did today was walk and pick my cousin up from school lol..that was the highlight of my day...then we just play cards all day...at first I lose all my card money...then later I won it back..so I'm happy...my uncle kept losing and he borrow some money from me but he lose it all lol...but I'm not gonna bother to ask for it back. it's only like a dollar..just that I work hard to win those money lol...I just took some sleeping pill so I'mm try to go to bed soon...I love you baby!!! I can't wait to see you!!! My aunt said you are good looking and made me show my other aunt her picture lol..then my other aunt was like he look like you...lol...so everything think so.....lol...even thou I don't know how...I don't see it!!! Then everyone made fun of how much darker I've gotten. They said I should of taken pictures the first couple of days I was here not now...lol..oh well...hopefully the lighting would make me appear a little lighter? Okay you I'm getting really sleepy so I hope you have a good day!! I can't really talk to you morrow that much..cux after the picture thing I have to go visit my dad side of the family so I don't know how long it will take..

Okay muah!!!! Take care my love

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Feel better already!!!

Hey my wonderful boyfriend!! Guess who misses you sooooooooo damn much?? It's me!! Your one and only head over heel in love over you girlfriend!! So today we went and ate steak for dinner.......it was sooooooo good...very oily..but it was so cheap too lol...like less than 2 dollar!!! Then we just play kids game all evening...it was soo much fun..we were all screaming and stuff..however the neighbor complain so we had to play a more quiet game..lol...

Oh and I almost lost my money today...since I was running around and stuff and my money fall out..I was freaking out!!! At the end I found it...it was near house but in like this dark corner...afterward one of my cousin was like she saw that earlier but thought it was play money so she didn't say anything...that was like all my money that I brought over!!

I feel all sticky and stuff but I'm too lazy to go to shower...lol..you will still be with me right even thou you know sometimes I can be really dirty and lazy to take a shower??

Baby are you sure you wanna go to the beach with me? I'm already super dark! When we visit your mom...I don't want here to think you're dating a black girl..cux that's what I will be after vietnam already lol..I can pass up as someone who's half black for sure!!

Oh my cousin said next week she start school again so one day she's gonna bring me to her class...lol..then she was like but can you wear like long jeans and long tshirt. I was like why?? She's like umm cux my school is conservative...then my other cousin was like you can wear whatever at your school...shorts and sleeveless shirts are okay! Why did you tell Loan to wear long jeans and tshirt..then my other cousin finally told me the truth lol...she said she didn't want anyone hitting on me so it's best I wear really conservative clothing..so yea even thou it's like 100 degree outside..I guess I will do as she please..lol...even thou I don't think anyone will hit on me anyways...

Oh what else did I do today? We were so bored we compare cursive writing in English vs Viet..They are very similar but some letters are different.

Baby I know you overslept but I hope you do well on your test still!! Muah and remember to go to the doctor please!! You know I worry about you sooooooooooo much!! okay I'mma head to bed now and dream about you and me together! Muah can't wait to talk to you baby

So it's super Hot here!!!

Hey dork!! I hope you have a good sleep and your stomach stop hurting!!
I havn't really done anything today yet so there's not much to talk about but I will still write so there's something you for you to read when you wake up and I'm not there to talk to you. I wrote my little 7yr old cousin bicycle to her school today to pick her up. It wasn't far only like a 2min ride. I was planning to walk home while she ride the bike but she didn't want to leave me behind so she just walk her bike home with me. Oh and there was some drama here too. My uncle and his wife was giving my aunt a lecture about being with a married man...it was fighting back and forth...finally my aunt just got up and walked away. My little cousin want me to take her to the ice cream shop again this evening so I think Imma go do that..she is sad that I have to leave soon so I will take her the most I can while I'm here. Sometimes she gets on my nerve but doesn't everybody every once in a while... My aunt and I schedule to take some pictures in 2days. I don't think I will be any lighter before then lol..oh well..

So we have a lot of shows to catch up on when we see each other!!! I can't wait to see you!! I miss you sooooooooooooo much!!! You are my future husband!! =) Okay I will post more before I head to bed!! Miss you baby!!! I hope you feel better!! Muah Muah!! Gl on your test I know you can do it since I'm not there to distract you anymore!!! No excuses!!!

Monday, February 22, 2010

Hey You!!!

Hi You!!! How was work??? My day been good! My cousin took me rollerskating...everyone there was really good except me....even little kids can do up and down the ramp...I just play around on the flat area lol...=(...everytime I want to do up the ramp my cousin had to hold my hand...although I did fall down once and took him down with me lol...it was really fun thou...however I wish I could have went up the ramp myself!!! They wouldn't even let me take a picture for some reason so I had to do it in secret...



Here is when I tried to take a pic of my cousin going on the ramp thing but stupid iphone makes him look like a blog....see the red circle..that's suppose to be him lol...


Afterward I just went home and the girl cousin that look like a guy came over again after work..I'll just tell you her name I'm tired of calling her the girl who look like a guy....Her name is Lan...so yea she came over and we talked and stuff for a while, then ate dinner, then took the kids for a walk to this icecream shop...we got some icecream and pizza. Remember I said one of the little cousin never had pizza before...well she loved it! They put like tomato sauce all over it..lol..I guess it's an Asian thing.... anyways I felt bad cux the pizza was actually horrible...I was thinking if she think this is good..then she would love real pizza...lol...anyways taking two little kids for a walk is not an easy task..there are motorbike everywhere and they kept on wanting to run..half to the time I was so scared something might happen to them..then one always trying to outrun the other...then afterward they made me color with them...gosh haven't color so much in my life lol..but it was fun wish I could show you my coloring skills...well they're actually pretty horrible lol...so maybe it's best you don't see....I went and got the viet traditional dress fitted today...the lady measure me so loosely...lol..I'm sure she knows what she's doing but I'm afraid she might make it too loose...it's okay I'm sure I'll just gain weight and fit it then lol...

Baby I'm sorry your stomach don't feel so good...when you're in pain..I'm in pain!! I hope you feel better!! Muah Muah Muah!! I miss you soooooooooooo much baby!!!

Sunday, February 21, 2010

I loveeee you!!!

Hey you!! I love you so much!! The time difference suck!! I wanna talk to you longer!! I was having fun!!! Oh well at least I got to talk to you a little bit!! =) You're so much whiter than me now lol...please don't leave me...J/J I know you wouldn't!! People are like wow you get dark quick...I'm like I know I hardly even go out in the sun and Im already dark..so imagine if I spent time at the beach all the time... So you wanna give me a kid now? I want one!!! lol j/j I can wait a few year...I am however waiting for my engaging ring!! =) All I did today was play more cards lol..I thought them some of the little kids card games I know ...it was kinda fun...everyone was still kinda tired so we didn't wanna go anywhere...My uncle told me to rest up cux he's gonna take me to the country side again to visit my dad side of the family...gosh I can care less about them...they are not as caring and nice as my mom side of the family...I guess I have to do what I have to do...but still...

Baby I'm counting down the day until I can see you again!!!! I miss you sooooooo damn much!!!
I'm sorry you felt like the international thing was a waste of time...at least you made me stuff lol...=)

Muah!!!!! Muah!!! Sorry this is short I just didn't really do much today so it's hard to come up with stuff...I told one of my uncle's wife that when I'm married I'll take him home to vietnam...lol that means you just so you know!! =) At least it better be you!!! Don't mess it up!!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Mi Novio!!!

Hey you!!! You feel asleep on me!!! =( lol..it's' okay I still love you..I understand it was really late at night!! =) Don't you dare do it again!! J/J...muah!! I love you baby!! =) Here's just some random pictures lol....



This is our last day on the beach and we went to this other island...by the last day I was all worn out of the beach lol...like I could not swim anymore....I was sooooooooo tired...and I was not looking forward to the car ride home!!


We just went here and eat and play on the sand lol


So we just grill some food...I mention that in the last post I belive!!




Here my aunt was like take a picture of me cooking!!! So I was like okay okay I'll go grab the camera even thou I was in the middle of eatting lol..so I thought that was funny...


Here's her again pretending to pour soup into the bowl so I can take a picture lol



Show Patrick this picture!! And in case he didn't know Chao means Hello!! It didn't look like it..but it was hard work!! Took me like 10min!! So he better like it!! lol



This picture was like the first day I came to Vietnam..my cousin on the right always makes funny faces when we take picture...



Theres next couple of pictures were from the halloween craving thing..sorrry we couldn't do it together this past year....but I don't think you saw these picture yet so I thought I post it so you can see the process that I went throu...lol yea I know it was ugly and you can't even tell it was Hello Kitty....but I tried and that's what count right!!! Oh yea and remember it was when I was wearing your shirt too for the first time!! =) lol














Again don't laught!!!! lol I know it's ugly don't have to remind me!!




This we when even before we got together!! Little did I know we would be this awesome couple huh!! =) I don't think you seen these since I don't think I've post them up yet...



Hahah guess I bet you!!!



I had fun today...like I sad we went to like an icecream shop and play games and stuff. It was kinda cool..except I ate like a big dinner before and when we got to the icecream shop my cousin order like fish balls and stuff..so I ate that..and then we order Icecream and I ate that..I got durian..you would not have liked it lol...and then we went to the store and got more junk food..came home and I ate some of that...I'm sitting here typing to you past 1am and I'm still full!! Shows how much I ate ealier lol...oh well you said you would still be with me even if I look like a whale...no take back!!! Okay I will head to bed now...I love you baby and as always I can't wait to talk to you again!! Muah!! =)

Friday, February 19, 2010

So i'm home!!!.

Hey there!! I'm finally home....omg...it was sooooo long....i mainly slept the whole time...lol...even still...I'm soooo sleepy right now. I think the trip really wore me outSo I thought I right you a quick message and head to bed...we went to a dfferent beach on the way back and it was even more blue than the others that I went too. However I was soooo tired of the beach that I just play on the sand the whole time. We grill like seafood stuff like shrimp, squid, octupus, crab...etc...for lunch... . You know two guys and two girls going to the winery. and hten head over to your place to watch a movie..sounds like a double date to me!!! Explain yourself!! J/J you know I trust you. Well..70% like I said but still...I hope you have fun at the winery!! Okay Imma head to bed now I so tired I dont even know if I can make it to the bedroom...seriously...lol..muah! Bye you

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Evening!!!

Hey you I just woke up and finish packing and I had some time left before we leave so I thought I write you a little!! See how much I care??? Muah!!! I'm soooo sleepy still...4hrs of sleep is just not enough...I'm always one of the first people that's ready and it suck lol...hate waiting around for people all the time...


Here's a pix of us playing on the playground that one time remember? lol dunno why I just want to put it in here...



This is when we went on this boat where there's hole at the bottom cover with clear glassv so you can see all the fishes and stuff below...I was sooooo excited at first....and no i'm not in it cux i'm the one taking the picture...



Except all I see are these stuff and only like a couple of fishes here and there...lol...and it's not even clear...=(...after 5min everybody get bored of looking and stop....lol..what a waste of time...



This is when I saw that people actually live on the water and those are their house so yea...I don't think I can live like this...lol..look how trashy it look and so far away from everything!!..



Okay baby I'mma finish talking to you so you don't think I'm ignoring you cux I'm writing you this blog....muah!!!

P.S: you look cute at the library...=)!!! Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee you!!

So even more pictures?? I hope you're not tired of them...

Hey my loveeee!!! I loveee and miss you sooo much!! Today we went to this one island...I don't have a pic to show you since it's not in my camera...there's other stuff that we did too but I didn't use my camera so I can't show you right now...and beside it took 10billons years to upload a pix..anyways here are some pix of me of I hope you enjoy lol....


There is when we are on a boat going to the island..and I just took a pix of the back of the boat as we are leaving...


This is my and my aunt...my mom is the oldest and this is second oldest...the two older girls in this pix are my cousin's friend...and of course my little two cousins...


This is some of us while we walked around the beach at night time after we had dinner...the lady next to me in the blue is the aunt that I went back to vietnam with...the next two next to her are my cousins..they are sisters..and the one after the girl in red is her friend..and the lady (same as the one above) is the sister's mom...the one to the right of me is my uncle's wife..and of course that's my uncle on the ground...and yess he's actually wearing a shirt this time!! LOL


That's just me and my cousin...she is a little bit more girly then the other sister...however I get along with the other one better..lol..(the girl in red from above)...she's more fun and easy to talk too than this one..


This is when we went to this museum thing and there's a sign that said please ring the bell..and I tried too...except what you can't see is that I was too short too...lol..I had to tip-top to do it =(


Here is also at the museum as I pretend to play on the swing lol


Here is when I'm trying to show this art..lol..yea so I suck...



Here is me playing in the water? lol...and yess I had to wear a shirt over my bathing suit...yesterday went we went swimming I didn't wear a shirt over it and now there are sooo many line tan line from the strings in the back from the bathing suit since I was wearing a bikini...I kinda don't want that...lol...if i was gonna get darker...I want my whole back too..not just everything except the part with the string lol...it's really gross...hoepfully it would go away by the time I see you...


This is us just posing in the water? lol...
Oh yea there are rocks underneath..and when I was trying to get snails underwater I cut myself on both feet.......one foot on my big toe..and the other one on the toe next to the big toe...it's so hard to walk right now..it hurts sooooo bad.....=(


Here we are again just posing lol??


This is me the other day trying to show you that I love you..except sorry about the ugly heart...lol..as you can see I'm no artist...=( sorry babe...please give me A for effort!!!


This is me in the front of the boat..I figure since you miss me I give you lots of pix of me this time lol...



Okay baby..I have eto go to bed now since I have to wake up early again tomorrow!! I miss you sooooooooooooo much!!! Muah Muah Muah!!! Please remember that I care about you...
Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee you baby!!!! =)

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Hey Hey Hey!! Some Pixs of today!!

Hey baby!!! I hope you had a good day since I did!! We had so much fun on the beach! We played around for a while then went jet ski. I'm sure I got so much darker from it...please still be with me?? This is the beach we went too...it's a lot prettier than the picture...but yea the whole time I wish you were with me...it would be sooo much fun! I guess we can have our own fun at the beach soon so it's not that bad!!



I actually drew a lot of our names on the sand but they didn't come out that good since i was using the feet the whole time...couldn't find a stick! Knowing that I think this is my best work you can guess how horrible the others are! At least I think of you and do it right?? =)




example...seee??? not that great =(...there are different one but I will just end out embarrassing myself! lol




There are pictures we took at the temple...trying to take a pic with the buddha on the but all she got was like part of him...lol...can you see a little of him..it's the white thing in the very top middle~~




This is when my cousin was trying to take a pic of me and my little cousin just jumped in front of me..she does that a lot!! lol...and the people in the back are my family members..can you see the uncle that walk around a lot without his shirt lol??



There are a lot more better pix but they are in my cousin's camera so when I get a chance I will get them! I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee you!! I can't wait to be yours exclusively forever and ever!!! Sorry this is kinda short...I have to go to bed and wake up in like 5hrs to go to that island I was talking about!! I miss you a lot baby!! Muah..I hope you have a good day!!!

P.S: I fucking love you!!!!!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

So I finally can upload some pix!! Enjoyyyyyy


Hey baby!! I'm so glad there's wireless here so I can upload some pics. I didn't take any pictures of the beach area yet...I will tomorrow!!.... but I will upload some of the pix from before when I was in Ho Chi Minh City. However I forgot to bring my camera so these will only be the pix I took with the iphone...but it's better than nuthing right? Muah Muah Muah!!!

Omg the car ride was soooo tiring....it was like 9hrs long..it's like going home from Lubbock to Houston...we rented like one of those big tour buses...there was like 40 chairs on there but only 20 of us since a lot of people changed their mind at the last min about going...I sit next to the girl cousin that look like a guy...I think she felt bad for me since I didn't have anyone to go with so she wanted to sit beside me...lol...since she brought one of her friend along too but she let her friend sit by herself...like my other cousin brought his gf. ( which btw everyone said he brought like a different girl on every family trip ..and don't you dare say it runs in the family..lol...).my other cousin also brought like 3 of her friends..all my aunt and uncle are a couple with their kids...lol..so it's just me...=( Where are you!!!! OH yea me and that cousin that sit beside me...we tried to play Zelda together...hahaha...we are so horrible...if you think I'm bad...you should see her trying to figure things out!!! We also went and eat at an Indian resturant today..it was sooo funny everyone order like some sort of fried rice dish beside me..I was the only one that got curry...and it funny watching them trying to speak with the Indian people since they didn't know how to speak English and the Indian people didn't know how to speak Vietnames...everyone was like why open resturant in Vietnam if you can't even speak the language...however where we are at are mainly for tourist so I'm sure they serve a lot of English speaking people... I will take pictures of the beach tomorrow if i can ...for now try and enjoy pictures of what I have on my iphone so far lol...






Here is when the plane was flying over Japan and I thought of you so I took a pix!! = )




Here is when I see this robot at the Taiwan Airport where I had to wait for 8hrs and I also thought of you! I think it gundam?? lol sorry if it's not...






Here is me taking a pix of myself and the ghetto China Air screen lol..I think it's the screen of the view of below when we were about to land in Ho Chi Minh .The screem from Continental was sooo much better.








Here is the food China Air gave us for one of the meal....trust me it was not that great...lol..





Here is when I play trivia game with other people on the plane and I was the winner!! Don't you see I use our inital as my screen name???!! =)







Here is me waiting for 13hrs already on the plane to reach Vietnam...one more hr to go....




Here is the picture of how everyone are on those motorbike thing...When we went to the mall see how the parking garage are filled with them instead of cars?? The weird thing is...there's lines on the ground that is made for car separation not motorbike......maybe they are thinking ahead for the future??? lol
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Here is what I have to wear everytime I go on one of those things....remember it's like 100 degrees outside too!!!


Here is one of the food I ate at a steak resturant...yess it just look normal but it was soooooooooooooo good I had to take a picture lol...

















This is a pix of my new one week old boy cousin that I had to go visit. My other family members was like cute girl!! Then his dad was like...nooo it's a boy!!! Then my aunt was like let's inspect him to be sure!! So they actually took down his pant and take a look! lol









Here is when we tried to visit the flower festival..except all we see are people everywhere...lol...it was so hard seeing flowers...just people...lol....and since I'm short it was even harder since the flowers were mainly on the ground...this was just the sign that said Happy New Year in Viet...
















This is when I visited the country side where I told you there's lots of fruits growing in the backyard!! It's like a jungle out there full of tropical fruits!! These are jakefruits...omg they are soo yummy!!!


This is when we are just walking around Saigon City and my cousin was like take a picture here so I was like sure....and she took a picture of me...lol don't ask what it means cux im not so sure...I know Xuan means spring!! But i'm clueless on the other two words!! lol






This was actually taken today in Nha Trang City when my family was looking around for a place to eat dinner...since they saw my name they all was like let's eat here!! lol...Tiem=store..and Com=Rice...lol...so yea which I find kinda ironic since I don't even like rice!!!

Okay baby I am tired lol...posting all these up takes work you know!!! So I hope you get a little peek at what it's like here in Vietnam!! I will try and post more tomorrow night after a day at the beach!! =) Muah Muah Muah...I hope you have a better day since you said you where stressing out and not feeling so good...=( I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you...I really wish I could see you everyday like before...I miss that a lot!! However my feeling for you are still very strong so I hope it's worth something to you. I means you are a very special person in my life so whenever you're down just remember that I care about you deeply!!! When you're sad, I'm sad...so cheer up because everything is going to work itself out in the end my love...!! =) We are going to make it!! Muah Muah!!!